I love my mother. However, I am unable to wrap my head around her behavior. I have come to accept that I shall spend my life expecting a sign from her that I am good enough, even though such sign will never come.
Instead of sadness, this situation brings me motivation to be even more loving towards my children. I am proud of myself when I have patience and understanding for my children.
Today I wish to extend my compassion to us all who had a childhood like the Sahara desert. A childhood of loneliness and feeling unworthy.
I want to wrap my arms around the child I was. I want to say to her that she is loveable, beautiful, smart and deserves the very best of life. I feel the tears in my eyes as I look at this child whispering to her that freedom and abundance are her birth rights.
Lots of love sister. You are a human being. You deserve to love and be loved.
Let’s make a simple and delicious green juice without a juicer.
So fresh and delicious!
I used to spend days without having any perspiration at all. My life was kind of dull. I was working in London as a PA.
Today I love to feel life and to move around.
It is alright to sweat, to cry, to laugh, to run. To feel.
A piece of rectangle foam and a cotton fabric (mine is the wrap baby carrier I used for my daughter) and you are good to go for a yoga session. Anytime and anywhere.
It is my wish that you feel empowered sister. It is my wish that you become aware that anything is possible in your life.
Let’s make life easy.
My beloved daughter was asking me why I deployed so much efforts into becoming a lawyer and then chose to be a translator instead.
I replied that my diploma is for ever. I was free to become a lawyer any time in the future with my hard-won diploma.
Moreover, immersing myself into arduous studies made me focused entirely on law, fiscal law, international private law, financial law, banking law, company law, everything to be far from the abuse endured the years before.
I do not wish to bury my head in the sand to forget what happened. My 4 years of law studies have been a pause, the necessary step before rebuilding my life.
Today I can look what happened in the eye, without being taken over by sadness nor regrets.
Kokopelli is a French online store on which you can get seeds which grow again and again without the need to buy new seeds every year.
I bought arugula, parsley, two kinds of courgettes, tomatoes and edible blue flowers. Check them out here.
Have you ever experienced an internet detox? No internet for 2 weeks? Internet is due to be set up in my new home within the next couple of days. Truly, I cannot wait to connect with my lovely online world, virtual maybe, but so fulfilling.