After a toxic relationship, when we fall in love for the first time with a normal man, non abusive, it can be super painful when it stops.
To be aware of it can help not feeling like a failure. Love relationships are being created and unfortunately sometimes end.
It does not mean that we are broken or missing something my friend my sister.
Do you know what saves me my friend my sister? Reminding myself that if I was able to love and start to be a relationship with a normal man (not a perfect one of course), it can come back. And be even better! Like a spiral which brings us always higher towards goodness.