I choose to be happy. Whatever the external circumstances.
I choose to wake up early to exercise. Whenever I feel weak, I reduce the intensity of it, but I move my body anyway.
I choose to make myself a smoothie when I feel emotional pain instead of eating sugar. Before, I would have binged eat like a drug or alcohol addict.
I choose how I use my time and with whom. Before, I was unable to say no.
I choose my life and am responsible for it.
I have been offered a corporate job, yet I want to work from home to serve you, my friend, my sister. I want to fulfil my mission, which is to help women. I must make a choice and decide whether I do what I teach: authenticity and integrity.
I am confronted to a choice: either fall into the nice arms of a kind man now, or remain on a path of purity while waiting to meet a truly available worthy man. Indeed, I could feel my heart beat faster here in Djerba, Tunisia. However, being in love with someone here cannot lead to a long-term project because we will not be in the same country. Moreover, I got the confirmation than age is of no importance. What matters if how far we are on the path of life, what experiences we had, how we gained self-awareness. Life makes us discover who we truly are when we have joy and sorrow. Life makes us become aware of our core values, of our dreams and our mission on this earth. I feel that the Tunisian man for who my heart beat much faster these past days has not truly discovered yet who he is and who he wants to become. Yet staying on the path of solitude requires effort. I choose to remain on a lonely path to attract a man with whom I can build something. I am convinced that it is the best way to happiness and a healthy loving relationship. My friend, my sister, I will keep in touch about the evolution of my situation to find out if this the aforementioned statements are true.
My friend, my sister, I get it. Sometimes, I feel it is so difficult to go out in the freezing cold and bring back heavy groceries to the flat. I walk to the store and I have stairs to climb with a heavy trolley. However, I rejoice in such magical food. It takes times and requires an effort to eat healthy. It is a joy but also a commitment. May we congratulate ourselves for making this decision, for ourselves and for others. May we always lead by example. May we shine so bright that everybody asks us for the secret of our natural glow.
Children learn through example. Even if they are not raw vegan today, my intuition tells me I am making an impact and they will reap the benefits when they are adults. They will have a free and conscious choice to make between all the various dietary lifestyles available, knowing deep down that their mother thrived and is still thriving on a raw food journey. They also watch the beautiful and generous people I love on YouTube, like Fully Raw Kristina. I am sure they are inspired because they now make their own smoothies.